20/11

Looks like i've lost the habit to blog at least once in a week... It seems that I've been getting lazy all the time... Due to the freedom that i've got from the graduation, i guess... No responsibilities, no stress, no difficulties, no overwhelming curfew, no worries and all other negatives that you can name it which i've went through during those school days... With all of a sudden I've free from those driven-by-aims days, being thrown to some sort of nothing-special-to-do days, still can't get used to it, I mean that I'm getting lazier and not used to organize myself... But still I'm getting all my efforts trying to re-organize myself... Thinking back of those days, I was always clouded by assignments, exams and maybe other school tasks which i'm forced to do without other choice which is actually good becuz i can have at least sum accomplishments... but now i'm not guided even though i have d chance to do things that i like, it's time to b the leader of my own, which is not easy... what i wish to do now is a interactive website with lots of visitors... but first i've to master the php which the urge to learn it has slowly faded... No! no! I must master it! Juz treat it like learning magics, then it will b more fun... then i can be a skilled sorcerer.... Wuahahahahahahaha!!!!

Today I've juz registered for the driving lesson... Dunno why i juz dun have the urge to get a licence anymore... If not bcuz of parents pushing me, i wont be getting it until the very minute when i really need it... Sumtimes i juz wondered why they juz cant let me to have the lesson earlier when i have the urge...

So...
Remember of my website project!!! Must succeed it!!! Dont be haunted by laziness and delayed by excuses... go! go! go!

But first...
I've to take sum rest... haha...
ciaoz~