Sunday, January 22, 2006

找自己?

我们在社会上应该要有某个程度的适应力吧?
当我们开始尝试要适应时,通常都会在不同的场面或不同的人面前出现不同的自己,对吧?
通常,身为一个普通朋友,只见过一或两种不同的你。。。
身为一个知心朋友,就见过大部分不同的你,以及了解每一个的你。。。
身为你的另一半,就和知心朋友一样,但不同的是他/她能纠正每个的你及创造出一个属于他/她的更好的自己。。。
我们每时每刻都会出现不同的自己,那几时才会轮到真正的自己呢?
这个的答案,应该是在自己单独一个人的时候才会出现吧。。。 通常都是寂寞的自己。。。能很清醒地判断每一件事件的自己。。。不受外界影响的自己。。。
其实并没有标准的真正的自己的定义啦。。。
真正的自己就随你自己而定咯。。。
毕竟你自己的事自己决定嘛。。。
找到了真正的自己吗?
如果找不到也别急。。。
慢慢找,一定会找到的。。。
只需多点的细心而已。。。
好啦。。。废话说完了。。。拜~

Thursday, January 19, 2006

A start for 2006's blogs...

whoops~ It has been a month plus since I last wrote my blog before Christmas... sorry guys... I had been having my lazy days... haha... Luckily not much dust on my skin...
Eventhough lots of time has passed, but nothing much happened in my mundane life... aih... but luckily my cousin juz came back from Australia for holiday... we played LAN games, discussed bout everything, used a circuit design software to build electronics, but in the end we gave up cuz wat we built was too complicated and d software juz gone haywire... we also did try out d qbasic, it's a programming thing... we dun know much bout d programming thing so we juz gave up on it too... haha...
today i've juz finished my 8hours of driving lesson... that means i'm going to hav my driving test!!! oh no!!! i cant afford to fail, man! but i juz affraid that luck wont b siding me, cuz my driving skill not yet in a stable mode... aih... and i also dun prefer to take another extra lessons... cuz d instructor can b sumtimes go wild and shout the hell out of u!!! but sometimes can b veli good to u too... aih... sot sot de... dunno how he can do that... driving test... aih... scare ar... hope that i can get through that...
day after day... everyday at home... gotta end this... mayb will find a job next month... anyone can find me some nice part time jobs? thanks in advance...
cant wait for my university life to start ar... hopefully i can get into ntu la... Singapore's good... and i can start my very own new life there... haha... sounds like i'm betraying my own country wor... haha... Malaysia also good la, at least in some manners...
Hmm... how bout my website project part? er... havent finish learning my php leh... aih... dunno when can finish...
So... i gtg la...
ciaoz~